NO.4

Remember the day we came back from the park;
You stood there , covered with ice crying in the dark,
dried your eyes, turned to me and spoke ;
You're running away, felt your whole life is a joke.

You said you often feel so painful, so painful so cold;
even when you hide yourself in the black coat.

All your dreams are empty, you haven't no pride ;
so you get drunk everynight,
to fight the pain you fear deep inside.
so i cry in my heart for the freedom it longs;
paints a fantasy for me
through these silly love songs.

On this new street corner, as I stand all alone,
my life's not worth living, turns my heart into stone.

As I lie awake in bed, nightmares haunting me ;
break away from these chains
to escape reality. Suicide calls my name,
like it has in the past ;
Let me sleep on forever,
pray my new dreams will last.

by Dino